Well, here it is. March. Another school night. Another night my parents think I’m sleeping, while I’m actually on the internet. Listening to some good Godsmack. I thought March might start to feel better. There are still things I can’t get over, though.
First, there was the breakup with my girlfriend back on the last day of December. It wasn’t messy or anything, we’re still friends, but I still feel like I’ve lost something vital to me. Which I know I have, but there you go.
Second, I keep getting the feeling that my friends hate me. I know most of them don’t, but that still doesn’t stop me from thinking that. People seem to be avoiding me.
Third, my grades have been suffering because of these two problems. Although, most of the problem lies with my parents, who still seem to think they can get some kind of response by just talking to me. Now the principal wants to meet with them personally, and that just scares the crap out of me.
Fourth, my online presence has been decreased. I know that’s not really something to bitch about, but it’s really because of a combination of the first three things listed here and a lack of time.
Also, I keep trying to do something that involve people who somewhat regularly read my journal. Therefore, I can’t really express my problem about that subject here. But It’s also part of what’s driving me crazy.
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