Well, here it is. March. Another school night. Another night my parents think I’m sleeping, while I’m actually on the internet. Listening to some good Godsmack. I thought March might start to feel better. There are still things I can’t get over, though.
First, there was the breakup with my girlfriend back on the last day of December. It wasn’t messy or anything, we’re still friends, but I still feel like I’ve lost something vital to me. Which I know I have, but there you go.
Second, I keep getting the feeling that my friends hate me. I know most of them don’t, but that still doesn’t stop me from thinking that. People seem to be avoiding me.
Third, my grades have been suffering because of these two problems. Although, most of the problem lies with my parents, who still seem to think they can get some kind of response by just talking to me. Now the principal wants to meet with them personally, and that just scares the crap out of me.
Fourth, my online presence has been decreased. I know that’s not really something to bitch about, but it’s really because of a combination of the first three things listed here and a lack of time.
Also, I keep trying to do something that involve people who somewhat regularly read my journal. Therefore, I can’t really express my problem about that subject here. But It’s also part of what’s driving me crazy.
My database is up now. I suppose it’s a server-side error, because my other forums went down with the exact same error.
Anyway, the forums are up. Our portal is installed; look for it on my “my website” link on my blog.
Wow. I have a creepy waterfall image.
Anyway, I think that’s all for now. Just wanted you to know it’s working now…
I have no idea what the hell is wrong with the database for the Board of Smartness.
It has done this before, when I was in the process of setting it up. I don’t know what the hell is wrong with it, but I am resolved to find out.
Yay! I finally got the forums up!
However, I was not able to save the old forums. Oh well, I guess we’ll have to start over.
YOU ARE ALL OWNED!!! MUHAHAHA!!!!
The Asshole I am referring to? GoLaLa. They have screwed me once again, but this time it’s because they’ve given me half of my database, and they didn’t even give me the important crap, just the little dickless shit they could grab with the minimum possible effort.
Thank you for joining us on this happy, joyous Singles Awareness Day!
Today’s topic: This stupid holiday. (DUR!)
Valentine’s Day is completely overrated. After all, why do you need a holiday where it is your sworn duty to say “I Love You” to your significant other? Shouldn’t you be doing it anyway, every day? Why do you need to shill out on flowers, chocolate, and other gifts? How does that say “I Love You” more than on other days?
When you have to look at PDA all the time, you start to get tired of it. However, on Valentine’s Day, PDA is universally acceptable. On the other 364 days of the year, it is seen as something we keep at home. Why can’t we keep it at home on this one day of the year? It just doesn’t make sense.
What do you think?
Today was a monumental day.
Somewhere in the bowels of the Netscape Mail Server, chimes chimed. Buzzers buzzed. Hummingbirds hummed. For GoLaLa has finally performed the task they were supposed to have done last weekend.
However, the files I was sent only go through the languages database. I need all of the databases so that I can colonize my server; however, they are still holding out on me for the other, more interesting files such as the topics, posts, polls databases. So I get to sit on my ass and wait for those files, which they “will finish… by tomorrow…”, or so they say.
I am now that much closer to having the forums back up. As I mentioned in an earlier post, it is located at http://matt.vandusens.us/forums/index.php, and you will still be able to use your old login and password. Thanks for your patience during this issue that nearly unseated my gourd.
Unity. You Turly Desire Unity. You wish that the
world was together as one, and world peace was
among us. You enjoy sitting in natures peaceful
spots to get away from war and hate.
What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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Sneakers- funny, laid-back, and goofy, you love to
make people laugh and have a good time. You
enjoy comfort and don’t care to much about what
people think of you. You like to hang out with
your buddies and just have a good time.
What Kind of Shoe Are You?
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Nightmare Before Christmas!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Mors
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You’re as dark as can get. You like to laugh at
people, make fun of them, hurt their feelings.
You’re in so deep, you’ll never get out, and
you probably don’t want to get out too. You
make the world a darker place. Better get my
flashlight…
Please rate ^^
What kind of dark person are you?
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Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don’t care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn’t hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don’t worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck.
What Emotion Dominates you?
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I suppose I’m in a dark mood… but it feels good. And I’m satisfied with that.
Wow. I’m sitting here to write yet another tirade against GoLaLa.com. That makes what, two? three? *checks* Alright, this is the third one in the last week. Now I know I need something else to write about.
The thing is, GoLaLa has taken over a week. In their most recent e-mail to me, they make it sound like it’s my problem that I’m irritated at them. I don’t get irritated very easily. But when people say they’re going to do something, in this case fetch me a copy of the mySQL data for my message board, and they say it’s going to be done by a certain date, it had better be done. And it hasn’t been yet. They’ve broken their word twice now. I am almost at the point of exclaiming “FUCK IT”, ideally in a public place, and just opening the new server and losing all the old posts. I hate to do it, but I’m sick of waiting for GoLaLa. They seem to think their needs for coffee superceed a customer’s need. In a world like that, who needs communism?
Anyway, I think I’ve said about as much about GoLaLa in my last three posts as I need to. I’m going to find something else to complain about now, I promise!
GoLaLa is still really, REALLY, REALLY ticking me off.
I have waited a week for the mySQL database for my forums. Well, I still don’t have the file. My users are getting cranky. And I’m starting to get really pissed off at them. I could understand being a little late, but since they’ve told me that I should have had it long long ago in a mailbox far away, it pisses me off. That leads to the phrase seen in my subject. That leads to being passed around cellblock D.